It’s Friday, and I have been trying to write this blog post for a while. I had the idea to start writing a 4 Real Friday post every week, but I just haven’t been able to make myself do it. I am usually full of ideas, but am stumped right now, so I am just going to be 4 Real and tell you what’s up with me…
Two weeks ago, our dog Benny died. He was 11 years old, and had cancer. I had taken him to the vet in May, and they gave me the news that he would not live long. We decided then to spoil him as much as possible and prepare ourselves. Well, apparently, that is easier said than done. I thought I had it all figured out, because I am usually one tough cookie. Boy, was I ever wrong. For two weeks, I have been racked with a sadness that I didn’t know existed. I keep trying to pick myself up, but just can’t seem to do it. It’s a feeling that I don’t quite understand. I have lost my father, two grandfathers, and even friends, but never felt like this.
So, I decided that maybe the only thing that will bring me back from the depths of depression, would be to bring new life into our home. I want to adopt/rescue a puppy. I have searched shelters and the web for a puppy, and finally found one that I think will be a good fit. Matt, who really isn’t ready for this, set out for the Franklin County Animal Shelter to adopt him for me. It didn’t work out so well, though. Another family has spoken for him already. They can’t find the number for the family that may or may not come back to get him, so we have to wait for two days to see if he is ours. I am sick…I just want them to call and say he is ours. I don’t know where this desperation is coming from, but couldn’t they maybe just appease me? Probably not, that’s just not how life works.
I am going to be positive…so, send me all of your positive vibes, and let’s hope it all works out for the best!
Keep it real!
Jessica
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Love,
Jessica
Pets are more a part of us than we like admitting. Losing a pet is like losing a child. Keep your chin up!
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Some dog is out there waiting for just your family. If it isn’t this dog, there is another. Stay strong!! :-)My prayer is that your dog (the dog that is meant for you) finds you soon so that your heart can feel some peace. I am so sorry for the pain that you all are feeling!! I can’t imagine what you are going through. I know there will be a day when we will be in your shoes. (Josh’s cat is having seizures and we can’t find the cause.) Prayers for peace coming your way!!
We have had a few dogs die in my lifetime and I grieve more for dogs than I do other people. I cannot explain it, but it’s a real loss. A rescue dog sounds like a great idea! I think my next dog is going to be a toy poodle.
Good luck with the search! My great-aunt’s beloved cat (and by beloved, I mean the ENTIRE family up here in the Puget Sound adored her) had to be put to sleep last October. After a few months, my aunt started looking to adopt a new one from a local shelter. They found one, and she’s still getting used to our family. She hides often but has started opening up in the last couple months. Slow but steady :)
I think fate meant for me stop by your blog and read this post. I have been going through similar circumstances with my own dog. He is a beautiful and wonderful dog. He is the star in my daughters blog: http:themisadventuresofoscarfido.blogspot.com
and my “first born”. Wish you all the best and hope you find the perfect fit for your family soon.
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Pets become an extension of our immediate family – like a child. It is always hard losing such an important member of the family. I am sure he is keeping watch over you and your family, though, and that he wants you to be happy. Don’t go into the adoption process looking for a replacement – because then it will never work out. It is a different dog with different quirks. Don’t get disappointed.
WM
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